How could you move on so much faster than I could?

I could barely bring myself to turn the doorknob, but you were already out the door and running. I know your feelings were there, and at times they were definitely stronger and lasted longer than mine, so how could it take you a matter of weeks to find someone to take the role I’ve wanted for years? How can you stomach being with someone else when the memories of me have barely had time to fade? How can you just accept everything so clearly and so completely, when I can’t?

I have so much left to give you, but the words now are stuck in my throat, half on their way out. Everything was inevitable, but you seem so okay with that, when I’m not.

It all seems so easy for you to let go. Why? How are you so okay with it when I’m not?

@1 month ago